JULY 24TH--1ST DAY OF CHEMO-RAD STARTS

IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT ITS BEEN OVER A YEAR SINCE I WAS DIAGNOSED AND STARTED MY 1ST DAY OF TREATMENT.

10 MONTHS LATER, IT SEEMS THAT ITS BUTT HAS BEEN INCENERATED TO A CRISP--AS WAS MY NETHER REGION FOR A FEW MONTHS!

SO I WENT TO SEE THE COLORECTAL SURGEON ON TUESDAY AND SHE DID THE PROBE--BUT FIRST I HAD TO SCHOOL HER ON HOW TO PREP HER FINGER....I TOLD HER-"DOC, UR NOT JUST PUTTING THE FRONT PART OF THE FINGER IN-ITS THE WHOLE FINGER-BACK/FRONT/SIDES SO MAYBE YOU SHOULD SPREAD THE K-Y ALLOVER YOUR FINGER AND THEN DONT GO IN LIKE YOUR PLAYING "RED ROVER"-NICE GENTAL PRESSURE"....IT WAS LIKE BEING IN HEAVEN!:)

AFTERWARDS SHE PULLED OUT HER E-CIGARETTE AND HAD A FEW PUFFS!:):)

ANWHO WE STARTED TALKING THE DREDDED COLONOSCOPY REDO THATS SCHEDULED FOR SEPT 3RD. AND THEY WILL TAKE OUT A COUPLE OF SCOUPS OF INTESTANT  AND TEST IT FOR THE BIG "C" AND IF IT SHOWS ANY----ITS GOOD BYE COLON, RECTUM AND I WILL ACUTALLY BE LEFT WITH A REAL assHOLE!

THE APR IS IT SEEMS----THE ONLY REMEDY FOR ANAL CANCER RECURRANCE. AND THEY STILL CANNOT GUARANTEE THAT IT WONT APPEAR ANYPLACE ELSE IN THE FUTURE.

YOU ALL ALREADY KNOW MY THOUGHTS ON FOREVER BEING IN AND OUT OF HOSPITALS/TREATMENTS.

MY QUESTION IS THIS:

DO ANY OF YOU KNOW OF SOMEONE THAT HAS HAD THE APR PROCEDURE OR HAVE YOU HAD IT YOURSELVE.

I WANT FIRST HAND EXPERIENCE/CONVERSATIONS ABOUT ALL OF THE THINGS HE/SHE/YOU WENT/GOING THROUGH BECAUSE OF IT AND THE ADDITIONAL COLOSTOMY SITU.

I HAVE UNTIL SEPT 3RD TO CANCEL IT.  IF WHAT I GATHER IS THAT IT JUST IS A COMPLETE HELL AND NEVER ENDING MEDICAL PROBLEM PIT....THEN IT DOES ME NO GOOD TO GET THE COLONSCOPY PERIOD. IF I KNOW I WILL NOT PROCEED IF THEY FIND CANCER.....WHY DO IT TO BEGIN WITH CAUSE NOW I WILL KNOW I HAVE IT AND THERE  IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT.

PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS/ETC.

ALSO, ON A LESS IMPORTANT AREA...THE EMPLOYER I HAVE HAD FOR GOING ON 20 YEARS IS GOING THRU A PARTNERSHIP BREAKUP AND THAT IS ALSO ADDING TO THE POTENTIAL NEGATIVE ISSUES I HAVE.... I CAN POTENTIALLY LOOSE MY APARTMENT AND A GOOD CHUNK OF MY SALARY IF THINGS GO SOUTH.

AS ALWAYS, WISHING ALL MY FRIENDS THE BEST DAY YOU CAN HAVE AND THE LEAST PAINFUL EVENING.  LIFE IS LIVED ONE DAY AT A TIME....NO MATTER IF I WANT TO LEAP FROG ANOTHER 5 YEARS!

 

3 people threw a punch at your cancer.
5 people sent you a hug.
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Are you having symptoms that brought this on?
NOPE, BUT THEY HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET ME TO DO THE COLONOSCOPY AS THEY DO IT WITH EVERY ANAL CANCER PATIENT AND I JUST HAD NOT DONE MINE
I started treatment just a couple of weeks after you and have not had a colonoscopy recommended.
Have you had an anoscopy? Colonoscopies are not the preferred tool for finding anal cancer - new or recurrent...Read the NCCN guidelines (check my website for links...) I don't understand why they are doing this. My oncologist NEVER insisted on a colonoscopy and when I went to my gastroenterologist last year about getting an update (it's been five years plus) he said come back next year....


Sorry about the other stress...not fun...don't think about it more than you have to!
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Hmmm. Well I can tell you that I did have a sigmoidoscopy about 6months after TRX...he wanted a closer look at some scar tissue. Now I'm on an every 5year for colonoscopy. Not sure why you are thiothey would do an APR at this point? ..or even be considering it? Only if it is recurring typically I believe? There have been others here that have had APR so I think they can answer specific questions...but I don't think you need to go there at this point. Hugs to you!
Richard: Here is the PDF to the NCCN guidelines for anal cancer:
https://www.nccn.org/professionals/physician_gls/pdf/anal.pdf
(Page 3, click on Follow Up)

Here is the the link to their mainsite: https://www.nccn.org/professionals/physician_gls/default.aspx#site
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Is it possible to mention this to your doctor to see her comments?
Colonoscopy, is a different subject, and doesn't address anal area. Ask them if they are following the NCCN.org guidelines.
Anoscopy, or and HRA (High Resolution Anoscopy) are used for routine follow up.
Only if they have reason to suspect cancer may have returned, that they will do a biopsy.
There is some difference of opinion about whether to do anoscopies or HRA after AC Treatment with Colorectal doctors.
But the NCCN.org is a site with the most statistically updated information. I use the medical site; as opposed to the patient site.
I took this info off the site for our stage 2 in regard to aftercare:

DRE every 3-6 mo for 5 y
Inguinal node palpation every 3-6 mo for 5 y
Anoscopy every 6-12 mo x 3 y
Chest CT with contrast and abdominal/pelvic CT or MRI with contrast annually for 3 y

Colonoscopy is NOT the protocol for follow up, anoscopy is. I chose to have my first follow up asleep and with a flex sig, just to obtain photos for the future follow ups. This was with my beloved gastroenterologist, the anoscopies were later done by CR surgeon. Apparently GI docs don't bother with anoscopies any more, way more $$ in colonoscopy. They also do not recommend random biopsies! Especially on radiated skin. Is there some reason they believe you may need an APR? I'm guessing you have had scans. Sorry, on my phone and can't look back over your posts. The RN in me says, they need to follow the NCCN Guidelines, and colonoscopy just ain't there! Damn, we have to educate these people. I just don't understand why they make this sh*t up as they go along. The guidelines are based on the very latest RESEARCH. If I were in your shoes, I would print them out, (the professional ones), and ask why they are not following them. I also did this with my oncologist, who wanted to scan me constantly. I'm sorry, sounds like they want to make money. My last colonoscopy prep hurt like hell and made me bleed. Thst was the 5 year one, not sure if I'll do that again in 5 years. Take care Richard, and don't let em push you around, just because "they always do it this way".
I had a colonoscopy 3 years after the end of treatment because it was time for me to have a colonoscopy; anal cancer had nothing to do with it. One polyp was found and I will have another colonoscopy within 3-5 years.
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Richard, I'm wondering if you're due for your routine colonoscopy, and your doc wants to check your colon and anus at the same time? Or did your doc mention that your MRI shows some bowel thickening or anything suspicious she wants to look at? Another, if your Hgb and Hct are low, she may suspect some internal bleeding, and in this case the colonoscopy might be ordered. I'm just trying to understand her reasons...
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Colonoscopies--ugh! I was treated for anal cancer in 2008 and for the first 5 years after that, I had one yearly, as per my doctor's persistence. I skipped 5 years after that with my most recent one being last September. I do not intend to have another one for at least 10 years unless I have symptoms. I think my butt was a "money maker" for her. She's going to retire anyway. Yay!

Since I'm not sure of your age and your past history with colonoscopies, perhaps you are due for your first one? Was your cancer found during a colonoscopy? It used to be age 50 when people were to get their first one, but it may be a younger age now--not sure. If you've never had one, then IMO, getting that first one might be a very good idea to check for polyps. My husband had a few polyps removed on his last scope. This is just another angle to think about. I would hate to think someone survives the horror of anal cancer and its treatment, only to have to go through treatment for colon cancer, which can often be prevented. Just my take on this.

As for your job situation, I hope that it will all work out for you so that you keep both your apartment and your job. I am sending all good wishes your way!
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Please don't mention the dreaded APR. I am almost a year out as well and also saw surgeon for 1st time for anoscopy. He was young and after uncomfortable rectal exam, he attempted sigmoidoscopy right in the office. I almost jumped out of my skin in excruciating pain as he was trying to insert the scope. He stopped thank God but now I will have to have it with anesthesiologist support in a hospital setting. I was probably being a difficult patient but just felt like u to have to remind him of post treatment traumatic injury so he can be more careful and gentle. He wanted to bx and I disagreed. We then agreed on bx "suspicious" LESION not fissure, not inflammation not hemorrhoids. He wants to give me lidocaine injection for numbing and will cause temporary incontinence. I will decline if course, I will be knocked out for 5 min anyway why would I need numbing to risk infection in a dirty area. Since recent MRI was negative for tumor I am also seriously canceling procedure. It's just that I have been wiping a little blood when my stool is a little harder than usual so I may want to know if there is a fissure, I hear it's treatable. My point is I only have one asshole that I own and I have to protect and u only have one too. I would be wary when someone doctor or not doesn't take the trauma we went through into consideration. I can understand anoscopy or even flex sigmoidoscopy that goes just couple of inches past anal canal but colonoscopy necessary? And to biopsy when not needed?? Sorry u are going through financial changes, just hang in there k?
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July 10, 2018

Los Angeles, California 90005

February 6, 1951

Cancer Info

Anal Cancer

squamous cell carcionoma

June 4, 2018

Stage 2

4.1 - 5.0 cm

Negative

No

Fluorouracil (5-FU)

the fears associated with it, the unknown, the WAIT FOR THIS TO START

always learning, that its all around us....its not till it hits you that you realize how common it is

stay positive with me. stay in the now.

not as of 6/04/2018

WEST LOS ANGELES V.A. MEDICAL CENTER-WESTWOOD

during treatment.....try your hardest not to give up on your treatment.....yea- it almost felt like it was killing me but here I am

believe in yourself and/or in your beliefs/god/etc

September 5

1st MRI NOV. 5 2018--NO SIGN OF TUMER/GROWTH....2ND MRI--NO SIGN OF TUMER/GROWTH

a week after having completed my PSA and urine tests(5/22/18), i noticed blood in the toilet and completed the F.I.T--fecal immunochemical test.... I forgot to mail it in and drove to the VA and had them give me another one, did it and that afternoon i returned it...two days later i received a call to schedule a colonoscopy for June 04, 2018. results came back positive for a ployp that was excised and also a 4-5cm malignant growth on the dentate line of the anus--right smack in/around my spinchter muscle. T3N0M0...prognosis seems to be really good as it has not traveled nor gone into nodes. scheduled to start chemo/radiation with 5-FU and mitomyacin first 4 days and last 4 days using a PICC line.

AM NOT USING THE 5-FU....INSTEAD ITS CAPECITABINE 500MG

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